Whatever I say always seems to get out into the open...I dunno...I mean, I say a sarcastic remark and one person tells another, who tells another, until it reaches the ears of the one who was the butt of my humor. They get all jumped up and tell me that their feelings are hurt. *sigh* I'm so sick of this happening to me...for real...I can't even have my own sense of humor. I haave to either change it to the fobbish, korean humor or become a nice, sweet, sugary angel. I can't do those. IT DOESN'T WORK FOR ME!!! CRAPCRAPCRAPCRAPCRAP

GOD help me. Do I have to change my sense of fun? Because there's obviously something flawed with this perspective...maybe it's because I'm among FOBS who don't know American humor...maybe, maybe not...I dunno. I'm just SO~ sick and tired of this. SO MANY FREAKING TEACHERS think I have a bad problematic attitude because of this when I DON'T.

I'm expecting it. I'm expecting a girl to come up to me any minute now and say, "sarcasm is SO YESTERDAY!" "This is why we're all one happy ICS family~!!"

-_-;

I hate this.

I hate mundane life...I need some excitement...unfortunately, I got landed in the fobbiest of all fobby grades

Christianity's a life-saver...but some of the stones along the way are big enough to stub my toe...(stones=boring people)

some bright things in my life: Diane, who's my best friend, Ellena who's my other best friend, Esther Kim (bless her), who actually knows what sarcasm is, Jade, for her sincerity, Sunny, for reminding me of my British heritage, and all my other friends. Jesus definitely brought you to me for a reason and I thank Him for that. My friends make the rockiest year of my life just bearable.

Hey...well, I'm getting my braces this coming week...so if I'm grouchy on Thursday and I don't  talk (for the first time since birth), then you'll know why LOL

BAD THING is that it's EXPENSIVE!!!!! shoot. sheesh...it's just a bunch of metal jammed in my mouth -_-;. It's more expensive than the standard price, which is a total bummer. The guy said that my teeth are crowded because my jaws are too small. I expected him to do an extra jaw-widening thingy that I saw some people with but he told me he wasn't and that's a relief because 1) it hurts, and 2) it takes longer that way hehe...

I have to go now. I just wanted to put a small update on. Gotta study for WORLD HISTORY~!

great. absolutely great. The trip would've been sucessful if I hadn't had my stuff stolen by some excuse for a human being. Camera, mp3, money (even da coins) are all gone. that was about $850 worth of possessions. So I called my mom and she told me dat it was okay...gosh I love my mom. She said, "As long as you're not hurt"

Of course, my DAD was the problem. His capacity to understand is smaller than a pea. I told him I wanted to go to the Police to notify them about the camera theft and he starts to spite me, telling me to forget it, that I wont get another mp3 or camera (thats what HE thinks but I'm getting a new one even if I have to buy it myself), and last but not least, what hurt the most was: "Did anyone else lose their stuff?"  "No..."  " Oh! Congratulations!" WTF. I didn't LOSE my stuff, they got stolen. 

I may look like him, but I'm sure as HECK am NOT going to act like him when I grow up.

Now, I need to earn money to buy an mp3 and dika...-_-;...but the thing is, rite now, I only have about $240 dollars with me...I dunno. I need way more than that to buy two gadgets but GOD help me, I freaking WILL  

YRBK's also a pain in the butt. I wanna quit but I'll settle for not taking it as a class next year.